You’re so young to be feeling this way… It’s not okay for anyone of any age to feel so badly. ): If your parents refuse to help you or see it try talking to another adult figure who can get you some aid, or do it yourself and go talk to a local counseling center, because I think what would help you extremely is counseling. But you have to remember that therapy can only help you so far. You need to want to get better, which can be difficult if you’re suffering from any sort of depression. You may think you want recovery, but at the same time you like the pain… Just stay strong through this and remember that you have so much to fight for. You deserve to live a happy, healthy life!

Try talking to them about it before it gets out of hand. They’ll be thankful you want to stop it before it gets worse like before. If you can’t talk to them then try talking to someone you’re really close to, or just anyone. Talking about what makes you stoop to that level is the biggest step to recovery, even if you have to recover more than once. It’s okay to be scared, but keep strong and use the happiness you felt before hand inspire you to get better!

I’m sure a lot of people have that… ): You just need to remember you are good enough and yes, you’re not perfect. No one is. But you’re perfectly imperfect. Unique. Seriously, not a single person on this planet is perfect. And that’s the way it’s always going to be. I know what it’s like to strive so much for perfection, but you can’t reach for something that isn’t there. You need to stop aiming for perfection and embrace what you already have. ♥

No you’re not. You’re not disgusting and you’re not going to kill yourself. You’re too beautiful and special to go. You’re probably so young with such a big and bright future ahead of you, don’t take yourself away from all of the people who love you and would miss you. Stay for your friends, your family, for me, for your cat or dog - just stay! Please…